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Be Still In Haste, a Reflection

This post is part of a broader series where Full Table contributors reflect on Wendell Berry’s work to celebrate his life and legacy. The list of reflections can be found here.

 

My first year teaching at Trinity ż I was overwhelmed (in the best possible way) by all that I did not know. The teacher’s work room was lively with conversation grounded in the ideas of giants I had once read and forgotten. My notebook from that year is filled with notes like,

“r-𲹻 Aristotle’s Poetics, ”

“r-𲹻 Macbeth,

“they don’t like Nietzsche here, ”

“it’s pronounced Au-gust-tin, not August-teen,

“who is Josef Pieper? ”

“r-𲹻 Abolition of Man, ”

One afternoon, Wendell Berry was mentioned, a name I had never heard before. I was asked if I had ever read him, and when I said no there was a burst of excitement. “You have to read Wendell Berry! He’ll make you want to drop everything and buy a farm!”

And so, that weekend I bought the audiobook, The World-Ending Fire, and listened to all sixteen and a half hours while doing yardwork on my small lawn. My friend proved to be right when I asked my wife, “what would you think about moving to the country and buying a little farm?”

Through the years, Wendell Berry’s writings have been a gentle reminder to me to quiet my heart and clear my eyes to see that God has provided everything I need. His poem “Be Still in Haste” has been on my heart since his passing.

BE STILL IN HASTE

How quietly I
begin again

from this moment
looking at the
clock, I start over

so much time has
passed, and is equaled
by whatever
split-second is present

from this
moment this moment
is the first.

I pray that Mr. Berry’s soul has found rest. The last stanza of this poem has been my prayer for him and a constant hope in our salvation in Christ. During Mr. Berry’s final moment on his beloved land, I hope he confidently said, “from this moment, this moment is the first.”

 

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Nolan has been teaching Math and Religion at Trinity ż since 2019. He and his wife, Lanie, have two daughters. Nolan is somehow faithful to the Miami Dolphins, though he prefers serving at his local church in the youth ministry and reading good books.